After few weeks of silence,I am back again but with a sad news.=(((..Just found out that my school gardener,Mr.Ratnam passed away yesterday at 6pm due to cancer.He is the best school gardener I've ever met and seen.He usually takes care of the bathroom.He always let me in the bathroom eventhough I don't have the teacher's pass.He will be like "Enter boy.Dont need pass all..*smiles*" but he stops other students without the pass from entering the toilet.He is the only person that wishes me "Good Morning" or "Good Afternoon" each time he meets me and the best about him is he is the person that ALWAYS smiles.For me he is just a great person to be seen everyday.I'm sure he is one of the person who makes my day every time I'm in school.I'm sure to miss him.May your soul rest in peace Mr.Ratnam.We will be missing you.



Besides that,I just fought with my girlfriend.We seem to fight all the time nowadays which is really a sad thing to hear.Really hope that things will be fine soon.*prays*.

Today aint my day

I'm here to apologize for everything I have done that made you extreamly dissapointed with me.I'm sorry for making you extreamly upset and dissapointed last night for breaking my promises.I know its my fault for breaking my promise but can't you just accept that I didnt show you my house because it was too late.I know I promised to show you my house last night but then it was too late to show you my house already.It was 11pm already and my dad was calling asking m to come home.I said I'll show you today but you didnt want.I know you are angry and upset about it but can't you be in my shoes and think about my situation at that time.Its not that I didnt want to show you or break my promises.Its just that I didnt have time and it was just too late.I know I'm a bad boyfriend okay?I know I never treated you like how other boyfriends treat their girlfriends.I know I'm not the boyfriend type of material.I know that sometimes you really give up on me for being stupid and dumb as a boyfriend.The real true fact I know about me is I'm really hopeless in love.That is a really true fact about Avinash Bose.*cry*

For now,I know sorry is just a word,but for what it's worth I am very sorry for making you dissapointed and upset with me.IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING!I really hope that we will get back to our joyful moments and live my happy life with you again but it just doesnt happen.I'm just sitting down right infront of this stupid computer screen hopelessly typing this post with a freaking bad feeling about everything I have done to you as a boyfriend.



Who said life is wonderful?

This is seriously sad!



My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has one eye!" I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?" My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings. I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts. Then one day, my Mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!" GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!" And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight. One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity. My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have. "My dearest son, I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up. You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine. I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. With all my love to you, Your mother.

Time is passing fast nowadays and it makes me to think about several matters.*sigh*I didnt sleep well last night staring at the ceiling thinking about next year which is year 2010.Next year will be the year that I'll be leaving form6 and continue my studies somewhere else.I'll be leaving everyone here back in Ipoh expecially my baby and my friends in SMI.I'm sure to miss all the tears and joy we had in school through out the year expecially with my Ring Ting Inc group.*smiles*I'm sure to miss all my classmates which were so supporting and fun to be with.I'll miss my teachers for sure expecially Pn.Shafinaz(Muet),Pn.Tan Cheng Choo(Form6 Head Teacher),Pn.Fairuz(Pengajian Statistics), Pn.Aspalela(Pengajian Am) and not forgetting my sporting business teacher Miss Corrinne Mah Yok Yin*sobs*I'll be missing the times where me and my classmates will get together and talk crap when there's no teacher in the class and I'm surely to miss debating with Pn.Aspalela during Pengajiam Am period.Hehehe!I'm going to miss my MELS(Michaelian English Language Society) club members too!!Really had great laughter with you all each time we have meeting after school hours.Basically,I'll miss every single joyful moments I cherish during my lower six life in SMI.=((((

I'll be missing my baby lots too!I was staring at the ceiling the last night thinking about what will happen to both of us when we go in a different pathway in life?Will we be as close as now?Will we love each other as much as now?Will our love fade away? and I cried last night thinking about Will we be together anymore?*cry*I'm thinking about all this because most of my friends ended their relationship with their loved one because they don't have faith in each other anymore because both of them are far apart among each other.I don't want this to happen to us and I really hope she understands my feeling right now that I really need her to stay with me FOREVER!I want to be part of her life and I hope she thinks the same too.I want you to stay with me baby.I really do and I mean it.When I say "I love you" and "I miss you" I really mean it.I want you to be with me Khor Siew Boon*hearts*I dare to tell the whole wide world that you are the best girlfriend I can have in my life.I LOVE YOU!I really do baby!I'm being too emotional right now but I really hope you understand how I feel at the moment.Teeheeeeeeee!I really dont have the heart to leave you back here in Ipoh alone and go away*cry*You always say that you dont like me spending so much in buying stuffs for you.Do you know why I dont mind spending much for you?Its because I LOVE YOU and for me you are the best girlfriend I can have even you will always say No and that is the reason why I dont mind spending for you.I know you dont know this but yea now you know.So!Keep this in your mind!*covers smile*For now the only thing I want to say is stay with me and I hope we will be together for a really really long time.I want to be with you baby!I LOVE YOU Khor Siew Boon*kiss*






I really hope we will be together forever baby!*hugs and kisses*

Tears rolled down my cheek reading her blogpost moments ago.*cry*I'm just the reason for her to have her worst birthday in her life.Mostly I'm the reason for every sadness moment she is going through in her life.I'll take the blame here because I know its my fault for arguing with her minutes before her birthday.I'm also not there comforting you when you are upset and I'm not there when you need me.As I know you never had a bad birthday before but today is your worst
birthday ever and I'm taking the blame for it.On the phone last night,you told me that your birthday sucks this year and I know it refers to me.

For this past few weeks we have been arguing non stop and there are many times that I've been told by you that I've broken your heart and left it bleeding.I even left you standing in my position and think like me but I never in your position and think like you.I made you feel really sad,upset and depressed on your birthday day and the best thing is I'm your boyfriend and this is what I did to you on your birthday day.I even made you cry on your birthday day.I'm not the person who will listen to you when you really need someone to talk to.*cries harder*Sometimes I really wonder why am I like that?Am I that hopeless in love eventhough I know I am?Am I that bad?Am I that evil?Am I that heartless?For the past 2 years I will always be the first wishing you on your birthday but this year I am one of the last person to wish you.I really feel hopeless at the moment.I really wish that I could turn back time and live my happy life with you again but it just does'nt happen.I'm just sitting down right infront of this computer hopelessly typing this post with my teardrops down my cheeks.Am I that heartless?This is the only question running in my mind now.AM I THAT HEARTLESS?



HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BABY!!*kiss*





i've never been the person to bring happiness in your life*cry*

A friend of mine sent me this email yesterday.I read this love story and it really touched my fellings.What is love? It tells how people normally only learn what is love when they are going to lose it..Enjoy reading!=)

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.
Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric.
For she was already attractive enough.
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.
Carol wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.
But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.
So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.
While Cathlyn was labele d as the cool and attractive type.

Eric always insulted Carol.

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was.
And how dumb she looked.
Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.
That's life. Carol never gave up though.
She wanted to prove something to Eric.
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.
She studied hard, really hard.
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.
But she never forgot Eric.
Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker.
Always with the same words.
'I care for you, and I always will'
Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.
Eric began to realise.
How dumb he had been.
His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.
Was flirting with other guys.
He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.
For she had found a wealthier guy.
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.
He went to look for Carol.
He knelt on his knees, and said.
"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words.
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed.
He didn't understand a word that she said to him.
But they became good friends.
Did everything together.
Eric began to change into someone better.
Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.
They just accepted him for his looks.
But Carol accepted him for himself .
She changed him.
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.
With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.
She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.
Saying that Carol was about to die.
She had been suffering from cancer.
But Carol forbade them from telling him.
Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.
But now that she was about to die.
She wanted to see Eric for the last time.
Eric rushed to the hospital.
When he saw how weak Carol was.
Tears began rushing down his cheeks.
He whispered.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her.
"You can't leave me!" he said.
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Eric screamed.
He still couldn't accept Carol's death.
He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.
A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.
But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.
Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.

Yesterday was a freaking hectic day for me.I've decided not to go school yesterday so that I can have enough rest at home but it went the opposite way.Early in the morning dads car could not start because he didnt use his car for quite sometime.Most of the time dad uses mums car to work because it seems that petrol consumption for mums car is way cheaper compared to his car.So yea,he left his car at home for the whole month without using it at all.Even sometimes I'll ask him to let me use it he will say "NO!This car you use means gone"...Its like so babified attitude of him.....Ooooppsiiieeee!*smiles*.Since the car couldnt start,dad called Toyota 24hrs Service Centre and told them what happened to the car.Within 10mins a Toyota tow truck was infront of my house..Dad was freaking suprised that Toyota's service is simply awesome.So yea..They towed dads car and I had to follow the tow truck and wait at the service centre until the car is done.WTF!*punch the wall*Waited at the service centre from 9am till 1230pm.I was going nuts at the service centre.I read almost all the magazines that was there.I even read how to build up bodies magazine.Wth!LOL!Got the car quickly drove home and took a nap.

Within minutes mum quickly entered my room and got me up and ask me to watch Talentime with her.Grrrr!!So watched Talentime with her and slept on the sofa.LOL!Went to school today with a bag full of muruku.All the muruku finished during the 1st period itself.Everyone started to rumble for the muruku expecially Onn and Shafiq.LOL!

So called Sixth Form Night is coming nearer and nearer.Until today I havent figure out what to wear.*laughs*.There's still time for me to think of what to wear.LOL!This coming Sunday is our anniversary.Can't wait.Woots!.Havent figure out what to get for her yet though.Sigh!Hope to enjoy our anniversary with full of joy and laughs.LMAO!Adios!

I went through someone's blogspot and I came across this post.Got to find this blogspot through Malaysiakini.com.Its freaking funny I tell you.Here how it goes.Cheers!


Four men were bragging about how smart their cats were.

The first man was an Engineer,
The second man was an Accountant,
The third man was a Chemist, and
The fourth man was a Government Employee .

To show off, the Engineer called his cat, 'T-square, do your stuff.' T-square pranced over to the desk, took out some paper and pen and promptly drew a circle, a square, and a triangle.

Everyone agreed that was pretty smart.

But the Accountant said his cat could do better. He called his cat and said, 'Spreadsheet, do your stuff.' Spreadsheet went out to the kitchen and returned with a dozen cookies. He divided them into 4 equal piles of 3 cookies.

Everyone agreed that was good.

But the Chemist said his cat could do better. He called his cat and said, 'Measure, do your stuff.' Measure got up, walked to the fridge, took out a quart of milk, got a 10 ounce glass from the cupboard and poured exactly 8 ounces without spilling a drop into the glass.

Everyone agreed that was pretty good.

Then the three men turned to the Government Employee and said, 'What can your cat do?'

The Government Employee called his cat and said, 'CoffeeBreak, do your stuff..'

CoffeeBreak jumped to his feet...
Ate the cookies...
Drank the milk...
Sh*t on the paper...
Screwed the other three cats...
and went home for the rest of the day on sick leave...

AND THAT MY FRIENDS, IS WHY EVERYONE
WANTS TO WORK FOR THE MALAYSIAN GOVERNMENT!

With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face.

She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."
I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?"
I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?"

I didn't say a word, just looked down and shook my head. After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.

Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain wouldl go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray. The picture came out and there was a big black spot, which proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at the most glittering part of my life, but it was coming to an end. I wanted myself and the people around me to go through the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide. But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions, especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing to do, and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way to wipe out three years's feelings. I didn't have much time, because I would soon start to loose hair and she would find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding, this drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would all come to an end, that was what I had in mind.

The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her. We were just standing there, waiting, loosing our last moments in silence.

I saw the taxi from far away, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself."

She didn't talk, just nodded lightly, and then opened up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red, one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her. I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside.

She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. But I'm not Chris, I'm that girl Susan, using my memory, and his diary I found after one year since he left, writing down these last words.

Read this!!Its a freaking sad love story!I'm sure tears will drop down your cheeks!TRUST ME!


It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm.

I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together.
She said, "I miss you."
I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home."
She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine.
I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go."

Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat.

Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!"
Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home.

Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night.

But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."

We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long. That was how we kept the treasured relationship.

We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.

She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this."

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
cause its not my fault
I know Ive been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
Im in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Once youve found that lover
Youre homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doin all I can
To be a better man

Happy 5th Month Anniversary Khor Siew Boon!<3





For this pass few days,I know I have hurt you for what I've done and I am asking for your forgiveness and hoping we could start our cherish and loving moment all over again.I really cherish those moments when everything was going great,and you're so cool.I could hardly take the reality of losing you baby!'

I really had sleepless night,moving here and there on my bed and thinking about what happen to us that night.I experienced the worst hurtful thing ever which is punching the mirror,all I could hear was my heart beating much faster than it ever has.Neway,its the past and we got to just forget it and get forward with our life...

We need to understand each other and try to have the trust that will make this relationship work. I know you want this to work as much as I do and I still have my hopes up, never giving up on you. Let me tell you this thing that I believe in a real relationship: "It doesn't take beauty to make a relationship but the heart and the mind." I know what I've seen in you and have a special reason of choosing you. Your perception about guys is really not correct, guys are never the same, maybe some times you might think we think alike but the heart shows all the difference.

For now, I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry for hurting you last night. You caused me pains too but and I'm really confused about everything. I much want things to be stable and that you get all the time you need to make your decision. I love you so much and never will I think that I can forget you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY!!Happy 5th month anniversary.Im loving you every single seconds of my life.Muakssss!!


This girl here belongs to me and no one else...Love you Khor Siew Boon...*winks*

Everyone!!!My S500i is gone!All broken into pieces...Sobs sobs!!...Gave it to dad this afternoon when he came home for lunch to send it to the shop for repair.I have no idea how much with it cost but I just want my phone back!!..Sorry for hurting you handphoneku...LOL!..Hope it doesnt cost much because my dad will cut me into pieces if its really going to cost alot.Neway,Im currently using Nokia3120 which is a simple phone and easy to use phone.Actually for people like me can only use cheap and simple phone because if it spoils aso it doesnt matter that much rather than throwing an s500i on the wall just because of anger..Sigh!But hell cares...It has already happen and I cant do anything about it anymore.Before giving the phone to my dad I captured a picture of the phone and I wanna share it with you people...Ngee!!!

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone


I LOVE THIS SONG!

I would like to thank someone so so so much for writing this and I THINK it refers to me of what this person wrote and if its really me I thank you for writing so....THANKS again!...*sarcastic*.The writing went something like this.....


"I once thought that I'm the only person who know you very well,the only one that can complete your sentence or the one that can read your mind. I thought you are the only one I can count on when I need a person the most. The weirdest thing is, as I move forward with my life, all I can see is your lies and illusions created for me to see things the way you want me to see it. You blindfolded me. Im fooled by you. Great found of applause for you."

As you can see here how much this person hates me?I seem to be the person who used her and she got fooled by me..Eh!!Excuse me!.Im not that kinda person okayy??If u think I'm that kinda person just tell me and I would'nt be in your life for the next second.I'll leave you all alone and would'nt disturb your life anymore.I seem to be the person who brings misarable and problems in your life.I never meant to do that but I dont know why its happening.Neway,I've got no mood to continue as If I continue its only bringing anger and sadness to my life.Chiaows!

I don't know if this person will modify the post or not...XD


He has no enemies, but is intensely disliked by his friends.

Nothing much happened today.Wokeup at around 11am and had my breakfast.Mum bought breakfast from some indian shop and the food was not bad but okayyyyy la.Out of 10 I'll give 4 1/2 la.LOL!.In the afternoon,went for "nasi ganja".OMG!!!.I tell you!!The food was freaking delicious weyhhhhh!!FINGERS LICKING GOOD!!!yummss!!*smiles*..Before I left,I messaged baby and asked if she wants to follow me for lunch but she didnt reply my messages at all.I sent around 6 messages??I don't even know why there was no reply.Sigh!So yea,since there was no reply,I went alone,ate happily and came back home..HAHAHA!!

Im on msn with my baby now.She claims she's bored so I've decided to play Tic Tac Toe with her.LOL!Its such a kiddo-ish game but heck cares as long as she's not bored its enough for me..=))So yea,she said that the loser will have to spend makan and hell yea I agreed with it cause its food!!!FOOD!and I won 2-0 but I dowan her to belanja me also..Heh Heh!!Its just the part to entertain her since she was bored...=))Neway,I dont have enough sleep and Im currently still sick and I need more rest.Byeeeee people!!!=))